I made amends to someone who used to be very important to me, we had a lot of characters, a lot of art and comics together, some of my older followers might remember some of them (esp people like Bitten who is my oldest, nearest and dearest OC even over Juliet in my new comic) but….I just feel so relieved/good/positive. I know that talking to someone I used to talk to and make art for every day will kick my ass into being more productive. It was really, really hard for me to deal with this since I repressed it for a while, but it turned out to have a happy ending. I know I always say I’m going to start drawing again with more frequency, but now that I’m in contact with the person I made art for the most and produced the highest amount of productivity due to this person, this is actually legitimately probably a thing now and will give me the practice/motivation to work on MPLSLUT and my comic….
rehashing with an old internet friend may seem minor to some people, but this was a long, very important friendship to me and idk I just think it will help my current mental state a lot. I really hope so.
So I guess expect A LOT of my old OCs show up, some mini comic as an aside to the two huge projects i’m working on and a lot more art including actually working on those projects, for real this time. Having someone to actually draw for makes all the difference. I’ve tried to seek similar people out since it’s very difficult to motivate myself in the mental state i’m in, but never had any luck…I feel relaxed and good for the first time in such a long time..I just got hired at a new job so I might feel comfortable with parting with my savings and getting a new computer and replacing my tablet pen finally (something I held of on doing due to paralytic fear of being fired and needing money to pay rent if that happened)
things are good, for once.This is the final time I’m saying I will start producing more art, because I know it will actually happen this time. as far as motivation goes, absolutely nothing could motivate me as well as this incident turning out ok.